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Saturday was pretty much a failure all around for me. Wordstock was essentially just a book fair with some authors reading passages from their books. Neither is my cup of tea since I find I am rather annoyed by author readings (there is a reason they are writers, not orators) and shopping for books is only fun for me when I am looking for something particular. Jean brought home a stack of tomes, so she made out well and the day wasn’t a total loss for her.
Back at home, a quick nap turned into a lost afternoon into evening, and the drive to do –anything- had completely vanished. Two dvds later and we called it a night.

Sunday was off to a slow start as well. I sat down around noon to get some writing done and found that some system maintenance had to be done, requiring a reboot. So I addressed those issues before digging into my word doc (so as not to interrupt my work flow for a system restart). Three hours later and I was just opening my draft doc to start writing. Nothing like system maintenance to steal hours from your life.

Luckily I was able to pull out just over 3500 words again within about three hours time, making up for the loss of my Saturday in terms of pure word count and bringing the grand total thus far to 14,886. This puts me just slightly behind track for 50k words by Nov. 30th, which I should be able to recover if I up my daily count to 2k per day instead of the 1600 I have been shooting for. This will also take care of the travel at the end of the month where I doubt any writing will take place at all.

On the actual story side, things are starting to come together and are finding a bit more clarity. I’m starting to see the characters in a bit more dimension and they are pushing the story forward as a result. It seems to be working its way into a techno thriller, but I think it is way too early to really make that call and define the genre. I feel a sense of excitement as well as a sense of fear moving forward. I want to figure out how the story plays itself out, but I’m also wondering how I can pull off another 35,000 words by the end of November. I’m not sure the story has that much in it. I have a feeling towards the end of this little project, I will be going back into what I have written here at the beginning and build out some scenes even further to make the 50k goal.

Date: 2008-11-11 06:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] acdntlpoet.livejournal.com
Fear not. I rarely write here for my 'audience'. I write to an audience, and at times about them, but I rarely worry about boring you all. I figure if any of you were bored, you just wouldn't read. And that's fine by mean. Journaling on LJ is an odd balance of public and private writing... but I leave these posts world viewable because I have the small hope that working through the process may help someone else figure out their process or desire. I put it out there and let it stand on its own for people, like you, to stumble upon. Don't worry, you've not inhibited me. What you've done is give me pause to take a look more deeply at what I've accomplished.

(I never start anything unless I know I will be a perfect success. Consequently, I do very little for fear of failure.)

That is the exact sentiment that kept me from writing for the past 10+ years, even though I have had formal training and the desire to do so. NaNoWriMo is SO over the top crazy I figured what the hell. The whole point of it is to write, and that's what I wanted to do; even if my driving desire isn't to produce a fiction novel. I had finally had enough of wanting to do something like this, and I got just the push I needed to dive headlong into it. I wouldn't have done this if I'd actually -thought- about it. Far too daunting.

I didn't have it in me to try either. That is, until I just turned off my brain and gave it a go. You will note that I started this whole thing KNOWING I would fail. As I've pushed forward, I have found that perhaps 50k in 30 day is -actually- doable. The further I get, the greater confidence I have. But I also would have quit earlier on if I didn't have such a great set of friends pushing me like you have. I feel a sense of obligation to give it my all after letting so many people know about this little project.

If you take anything from all this, I hope it is the realization that you have given me things to think about, and that in turn I have done the same for you. Perhaps you may be inspired soon to start your own writing as well...

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